Spring is finally here, well its here for 2 weeks and then moves to summer but I’m enjoying my favorite weather. Suprisingly i am able to enjoy this weather and I have not had any allergies.
So ever since I quit sugar, I’ve been having these huge cravings for suger everytime I’m bored sitting in class. I try to force those thoughts out of my brain and then i go and eat a normal meal.
I finally ate at a chinese restraunt today, it was great. feels so good to eat chinese food. I mean i kinda grew used to eating korean food, but at the same time I’m sick of eating korean food.
Yesterday, i was hanging out with my hong kong friends and some non asians tagged along. We all just kept speaking cantonese, and the non asians just talked amongst themselves feeling awkward. haha, it feels good to not be excluded because of language. Man, ive been the odd language person out so much. Whenever i hangout with japanese people and koreans and sometimes the french…its like i’m just sitting there, feels good to know i can understand and speak.
Yeah, being left out because of language is painfully dull. Its especially hard because I joined 2 school clubs, choir and invention club just to have Korean friends. So, alot of my week is spent hanging out with actual Korean friends which is what i wanted, but when I’m sitting there clueless to what they’re saying and trying to listen and pretend I understand when I really don’t…man it sucks. Sometimes, i think maybe its better to have made alot of exchange student friends instead, since it would be much easier and I would have alot more fun. But I know I just gotta grind through this and study harder.
One thing i just don’t get about the girls styles/fashion here is wearing athletic shoes. I mean girls here generally dress really well, but theres a trend where a girl wears slightly formal clothing like a blouse and a skirt and then they have bright red New Balances on. Why?…